human trafficking

I forgot to add...last Friday was the first national Anti-Trafficking Awareness Day. The organization that I work with, NightLight, and 2 others (Polaris Project and Oasis) got together to do a joint outreach in a busy, popular area of Pasadena. Our goal: educate the public on human trafficking around the world and in LA.

I was completely surprised that over 3/4 of the people I talked to had never heard of human trafficking or had heard of it only very vaguely! Some were really interested and others looked at me like I was speaking a foreign language. I thought I'd post this flyer I made for distribution. And a great simple thing ya'll could do is to sign a global petition at the website stopthetraffik.org

learning to be

I realize it's been quite a long time since my last entry - and I can't decide to rewind or start where I left off. Well...it was Christmas when I left off. I enjoyed the time at home very much...and since I was just looking at my pictures, I have to share my absolute favorite one....it's Blaise with a little dinosaur, aka "superhero" mask I got for him...he's adorable!

I also got to work (albeit too late) on the mini-rocking chair project. I think I would wither away without projects to do. I had much fun dismantling this peice of history from somewhere up in Montana. What did I find in the seat cracks?? Nothing too exciting, LOTS of sunflower seeds, a hairpin, and an old penny...interesting thoughts of where something has been. I got it all cleaned up and repaired and retied the springs...so know it's ready to reupholster.

After coming home from Vegas, I took off again to San Francisco - which was a most fabulous trip. There was so many things and people to see and neighborhoods to walk - but I ended up staying in the Mission (my old hood) nearly the entire time. My only jaunt out was to meet my friend Jason by his new apartment down by Powell Street...but will you look at that weather! It was completely gorgeous the second day I was there! And then it stormed the next couple days, but what's SF without some fog and rain?! I stayed with the Sojourners, which was fantastic as always. So good to connect to second-homes and people who are dear. I caught up with Scotty and Jason, ate at Tartine, beat Krista and Nate in a game of Settlers, drank Phil's Coffee everyday, found a new pie place, and spent some great time with my old Campbell St. Girls.

Then it was back to work again. The first couple days were a little difficult, but I found myself getting into the groove last week. I feel it's the time to buckle down as well as lighten up some at my clinic job. I place such high expectations on myself which stresses me out and makes me not want to be there so much...so I should just chill out. At the cafe, I've been appreciating the steady stream of regulars and familiarity there. And I've talked to Adam Sandler a couple of times, since he's come in...and I waited on Sinbad the other night too. Both guys and their families are very nice.

My car is coming along. I've been hard at work getting the upholstery finished so that I've got seats by the time the engine's up and running. It won't be long now, and I'm getting so excited!

And lastly...a new neighbor moved in and he has a dog! And she's great...she's a large-sized medium-ish dog named Scout. And Jonathan, her owner works during the evenings and lets me steal her whenever I want. So I went for a jog Sunday afternoon and a long walk tonight (And she's now laying by my side...sigh). I really enjoy being out with a dog - I'm alone but not alone. As Scout and I sat by the lake in the park this eveing I saw the lights of the cars driving past in a whir and felt a still, small voice of affirmation telling me to just be. And as I've had various mini-revelations in the past few weeks - I think that's a good overall summary...to just be. Be content and persevere with what I have here in front of me. Learn patience in things coming. Just be.

P.S. My New Year's resolution is to do more cooking/a.k.a eat better. I go in shifts with this. You may be wondering what this picture has to do with that...well I'm cooking. Yes - I just happen to be wearing goggles. But what you have to understand is I have a friend/roomate who *may *nearly wrestle me down at times because she has something that I must do. In this case, I was cutting onions and crying horribly when she remembered a solution of the past was to wear googles! So I was properly fitted with a pair and I can't say they helped at all! They did succeed at trapping my tears produced both by the onions and my laughing!!!

glad tidings of joy

It is nearly Christmas morning and I'm nestled up with my family in Las Vegas. I arrived here today and it was a joy to be with ALL of the family this evening. The kids even got a visit from Santa - which Ty just kept repeating "hohoho"...it was so cute! They're so fun to watch at their ages.

I remember Santa sightings when I was smaller and I can also remember thinking upon the subject of whether he was real or not. I recall employing some form of reasoning - but I never did come to a final conclusion in any one moment. Which makes me realize that ambiquity-of-sorts was comfortable with me then as it is with me now. I ponder many a thing but rarely make final conclusions...thereby remaining in a somewhat fluid state. Hmmm...analyze that if you like :)

A few years ago I read a sermon during advent time that I really liked, that talked about viewing things from a different perspective...and I think that's been quite a theme for me lately now that I think of it. The sermon was talking about what a surprise the Magi actually were and how very odd/weird it was that they were there for the birth of Christ (in contrast to our normalized view of them in manger scenes.) I'd been thinking about that this Christmas-time and then in church this Sunday got another "perspective" of the birth of Christ...that of the angels. Luke 2:13 reads, "Suddenly a great company of the heavenly host appeared with the angel, praising God and saying, 'Glory to God in the highest, and on earth peace to men on whom his favor rests." It must have been quite a view to the angels, well acquainted with God's holiness, upon seeing God take humanity unto himself. "On whom his favor rests"...here we are this being far below the angels, but who for some reason, God loves more then any words can describe. If I were an angel watching the interaction between God and man - I think I might be rather confused. Man continually screws up and God continually tries to love Man.

And that makes me really thankful. I'm thankful that God loves me that much. I'm thankful that I have a family that loves me very much. I'm thankful that all of my needs are met. I'm thankful to be passionate about something. I'm thankful to have health, life, optimism, intellect, motivation. I'm thankful that God reveals things to us only as we are ready for them. I'm thankful for the way love knits things together.

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I promised pictures of the Stude...so here she is!!! I had a fantastic Saturday at the shop: hanging out, cutting out the upholstery (I was a bit scared to do this...but I'm feeling much more hopeful now!) (p.s. AND Bill, the shop's owner saw the windlace I'd covered to use for my car and liked it so much he is using it for another car they have in the shop - just a little thing, but something I made is going in another person's car!!), having breakfast with and showing off my car to my friend James, basking in the sun for an afternoon nap, and overall just getting giddy about the car being closer to done!

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O Holy Night! The stars are brightly shining, It is the night of the dear Saviour's birth. Long lay the world in sin and error pining. Till He appeared and the Spirit felt its worth. A thrill of hope the weary world rejoices, For yonder breaks a new and glorious morn. Fall on your knees! Oh, hear the angel voices! O night divine, the night when Christ was born; O night, O Holy Night , O night divine! O night, O Holy Night , O night divine!

Truly He taught us to love one another, His law is love and His gospel is peace. Chains he shall break, for the slave is our brother. And in his name all oppression shall cease. Sweet hymns of joy in grateful chorus raise we, With all our hearts we praise His holy name. Christ is the Lord! Then ever, ever praise we, His power and glory ever more proclaim! His power and glory ever more proclaim!

rain is sensory overload

Along with the general sensory overhaul that encompasses the holiday season, today it is raining. Which egged me on to playing hokey from work (how lucky am I to have a job which I can do this from, it's nearly as if I'm self-employed...terriffic!) Yesterday and today I've enjoyed catching up on sleep and doing Christmas-readying sorts of things, such as making gifts, wrapping, and baking. Which - now that I've done that, slept, and felt like I've been relaxing - I'm ready to get back to work tomorrow!
The sensory overload of rain just hit me(hehe...pseudo-pun for you Kim) as I was walking home from the parking spot. It's rush hour traffic, raining very hard, and dark. On the normal day the city conditions of rush hour would be overwhelming for some - but take those and add such many other sensory experiences such as: the sound of the rain on your umbrella, the leaping necessary to bypass large streams of water coming through sidewalks, gutters, and parking lots, your hands, feet, and pants getting wet, the sprays of water coming from cars at the intersection, the sound of rivers that you pass at gutter openings, the normal click-clack of shoes being complemented with a little splish-splash, lights reflecting a million ways from a million droplets of water. I also saw the biggest earth-worm I've ever seen, he could nearly be mistaken for a baby snake...he must have been 7 inches long (not completely stretched out) and about 1/2" in girth! I was compelled to pick him up and bring him home to a neighbor kid, but resisted.
One's outlook of life provides worlds of difference to one's experience of life.

Stude Update: The engine was dropped in today! I'll get pictures of her tomorrow!

me at work

Work is something I've been doing quite a lot of lately...one more week until Christmas break for the schools though...so I'm looking forward to a little slower pace then! I finally got a picture of me presenting - although it didn't turn out too well.
I have taken to just doing things that I want when I'm not working though.

• Friday evening I spent alone and happy - eating some sushi and practicing my pinstripping. Here's the design I ended up with on a window panel. I thought I did a pretty good job. My stripes need lots of practice to become uniform in width - but the design is pretty nice, the first half was copied, and the second half was my own doing.
• Last Saturday I ditched working on my car upholstery for a late breakfast and afternoon bike ride with my friend James. Neither of us had spent a "day doing nothing" for quite some time and it was very nice. Although it wasn't truly a "day" for me...I did work 8 hours at a serving event - but it was fun, a Christmas pajama party at a very decadent LA suburb house.
• This week I finally got out for the monthly "barn dance" - which was very interesting and fun. For all the rockabilly people that there are in LA - I sure don't know where they all go. No rockabilly people to speak of were at this event (although there was a great rockabilly band - the Hot Rod Trio.) Rather, it was an enmeshing of old and young, hipsters and uncool...which was neat. It sure was good to hear some live music!

Car update: The new motor is getting ready to put in. We're gonna paint it hot pink! They guys at the shop weren't too sure about this - but have agreed to follow what a girl wants to do :) AND - the best thing, is it's a 383...which I think is gonna be a motor that I'll love (and will be able to leave all the boys in the dust with!)